What kind of student am I really? And more or less....what kind of person am I???

Even since I got my application for NHS, I have been wondering if I will actually get it. Honestly, I really am not sure if I will or not. I make decent grades and everything, what else to I have to say for myself with being a good person over all? Do I actually deserve this? I really want this opportunity, I really do. It would mean the world to be, but do I deserve it. This year I have been really trying hard to be involved, and I absolutely love to volunteer and help out, but I wasn't able to do much before. Does this mean that I am not good enough? That I don't deserve this? I'm not sure....but I turned in my application and all I can do is cross my fingers and hope that I will be given this honorable opportunity.... :)