Stress...yikes!

As the school year is finally coming closer to the end, I feel myself sinking behind a mound of papers from school. I don't think that I would be this stressed out if I didn't work all the time, but that is not the case, so while going straight from school to work, then working late, I just don't seem to be able to find the time to get everything done. Also the fact that I use to be a morning person, but I dread hearing my alarm going off in the morning. I have no days to sleep in because I work at 4am every Saturday and Sunday almost, and if I don't work I still have to get up before 7am. Honestly, I believe that this is why I keep getting sick. No sleep and Lots of stress. For me this equals migraine central. I am also finding it hard to actually focus on anything and have a hard time wanting to do things at school. I need to stop this though, I am a great student and I want to stay that way. To bad spring break is while away.... :/

This week....

I first want to start off by saying not only can I solve a Rubik's cube, but I can solve it multiple times. :)) This is definitely one of the major accomplishments for this week. Another accomplishment is that I am Treasurer of NHS :D This is definitely an accomplishment for me. This week has been very busy with last minute quarter stuff....but it was also nice to find out that I made straight A's for 3rd Quarter, which might I add seems to be the worst :/  Tonight I went to Elementary Night at the YMCA for Hanger Board, and I had a fantastic time! Playing basketball felt great...especially since I haven't for about three years... :(  Also playing b-ball with kids in 3rd-5th grade makes it interesting....fighting....pixie stick hitting...and little kids kicking my butt at b-ball....yep that's how it went down! I want to continue having fun playing B-ball...but I am not sure who to play with....ball hogs aren't fun...and people that are good end up leaving me with a very low self esteem. It felt nice to exercise...and it makes me jealous I don't have a lot of time to be able to play.....So that concludes everything for this school week....I'm going to have fun getting up at 3am... :(

Wow....how the time goes by.

It's crazy to think that I am 17 now....it seems like just yesterday that I was just going to the high school for the first time and being the underclassmen. Now though, I am a junior....almost a senior (in a little over 2 months!!!) and it seems completely crazy!!! The next thing I know it, it will be time for me to graduate and go on to college....how scary!!!! Well...for the birthday thing...it went great! Went out to eat with the boyfriend Logan...then went with him to watch my first rated R movie!!! :) Also I went shopping for a few new shirts and also got my hair highlighted. It felt nice to actually do a few things for me for once and make time for myself. Also.....the most exciting thing was that I got into NHS!!! It is sooo awesome, and I'm so excited. It feels like for the first time in awhile, I can actually be proud of myself.... I didn't think I would actually get it! It's such a honor...and to be the first in my family to get it....well I feel good about it. I just can't believe how much I have changed, faced, and overcome. I feel like I have become a stronger person, and am trying to do better for myself, as well as push myself to show my true potential. :)

Sickness...

I'm sure that it just isn't me that is sick in the world. Right around this time every year, aka my bday, I get sick!!! (ugh!) Which might I add that around this time is super busy because it is the end of third quarter!! Not to mention the fact that it is starting to get warmer because spring is almost here, which means a lot of school activities. So, people around me have strep throat, ear infections, and who else knows. I keep trying to take vitamins and drink plenty of OJ, but I still think I am coming down with something. For the past week I have been congested and had the flu...so what do I do??? Yikes, all these assignments keep stacking up because at night I am just to exhausted to do them.... :(  Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to be healthy!!! I also have to catch up on all this homework that I am behind in, well I if you want to know how all this went, read my blog next week to find out all I got done, how the bday went, and if I got into NHS or not (which hopefully I will!!!!! :)  )